

Failing I would like to say that I tried. I would like to say that it ment something.Failing by ~tochudo
I want to tell you it was not a lie. I don't want to lie anymore.
So I wont tell you it was true.
I want to be with you...
Hah do I?
Watch, wait, listen.
Listen to them talking behind your back.
What do you hear?
Look into that mirror, that piercing mirror.
What do you see?
I am death and I know it. No I never was human, just an empty vessel for which came fourth hatred and lies.
Can I make amends for my sins now father?
Can I walk through those gates at last?
Father tell me please, say what I need to hear.
Lie to me, tell me this isn't the truth.
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Life That one person, the one you need.Life by ~tochudo
The "Love" of your life, stripped from you.
All from envy, spite, and greed.
God tells you to repent, to forgive.
Nay he tells me to die, to flourish on destruction and chaos.
But her... that fallen angel sent as a sacrifice of your so called savior.
Can she tame the beast within my black hole that is my existance?
Never the less... I am still Hurt, Dead, and void.
Void of life as I always was.
Why; you ask?
Why take this path that God has chosen for me?
Or does he really decide?
God destroys his own creations, his toys if you will.
Like an innocent child playing with his possessions.
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